To be able to think about anything.. just anything other than this for just five seconds would be nice. For this all to be a sick lie. I am in shock. My body is shutting down because it can’t handle this pain. I can’t come to terms with never seeing that amazing smile again. You are a legend. You are my angel.
I’m in shock. I refuse to believe any of this. You’re not fucking gone..
My whole world is caving in. Never should you have been taken from us so early. Pat, you are one of the funniest, most amazing people I have ever known. You have been there for me through thick and thin for so many years. The things I would give just to hug you right now. I can’t accept the fact that I won’t ever get to see that glowing smile again. I feel so lost. You are forever in my heart as my brother, my best friend, my angel in heaven. I love you with absolutely all of my heart. My whole life is changed without you. May you rest in paradise.